Morning light coffee
white butterfly on the coral bougainvillea
The average lifespan of a butterfly is a month this small
butterfly will live perhaps a week
that’s a full life
Hummingbird?
perhaps the idea of the bird
something
speed and stop
says hummingbird
Yesika the woman at the shop said if you wait for it
or want it too much it won’t come
How to not want something?
Jingle from the gas truck
announces its arrival at the crossroads
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We made our own brushes
with squirrel hair.
Our teacher used to say
‘with bad weapons
you cannot fight’.
Lahore is a city
of gardens, so
there are many squirrels.
You go with apples and
they come. Also
the gardeners know you so
when a squirrel
dies, they bring it.
First take the straw of a
pigeon feather. Clean it.
Take squirrel hair
and pass it through the hole.
Clean bamboo for the stick,
tie it with thread.
That’s the qalam.
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DAY 10
The boy his name is Havi returns with 4 hummingbirds
pitiful things poorly preserved bought from a man in the city
They make powerful love-charms he says the bird with
a keepsake from the beloved covered with honey in a jar
sealed with a spell
She tries to explain
only animals who died a natural or unpreventable death…
sees his face
thank you she says quickly and
sadness has its own beauty
He is wearing the same blue t-shirt freshly laundered
shy looks towards the animals on the shelf
She shows him the mouse curled up in a pale green china cup
fur so soft