9 Foreword by Elaine Feinstein
12 Introduction by Clive Wilmer
I. To 1974
20 Collapse
21 You Are Knackered, My Catullus
22 By an Unknown Poet from Eastern Europe, 1955
24 To a Virtuous Lady
25 I Am Stuck, Lord, on Your Hook
26 News Bulletin
27 Stairs
28 To S.V.
30 From the Songs of the Doleful Lover
31 Now Only
32 Gratitude
II. 1974 – 1989
34 Eternal Monday
37 Gloss on a Discussion
38 It Would Be Nice to Translate Mallarmé
39 Tick-Tock
40 The Fading Consciousness of Casanova
42 Apocryphal
43 To Be Said Over and Over Again
43 S.K.
44 The Under-Secretary Makes a Statement
46 Night Song of the Personal Shadow
47 Sweetness
48 Me
49 Horatian
50 Sometimes the Sun Comes Out
51 Black Christmas
52 In Memoriam: Péter Hajnóczy
56 Christmas 1956
58 Christmas of ’65
60 Rhapsody
61 The Walk
62 Revenge
63 Electra
64 To Imre Nagy
III. Since 1989
66 Cemetery Plot No. 301
67 Cold Peace
68 Morning Coffee
69 Sisyphus Steps Back
70 Daydreams
71 Smiley’s Christmas
72 Something Unknown
73 Elegy (‘When you are out…’)
74 Ideas and Dance-Music Records
76 Self-Portrait 1990
77 Epitaph
78 Credit Card
79 Mud
80 Options
81 Our Loves
82 Nonono
83 Only Mari’s Remained
84 Bosnia
85 The Nothing Going On
86 Pop Song
87 from The Great Journey
90 A Recognition